So I'm back, kinda.
I havent posted anything or really even read anything for a few days. I have been hiding on my ranch, not talking to anyone, just existing. It is strange, different, without Cain.
I am filled with guilt, anger, sadness, and psychotic delusions of massive proportions. It has been harder than I thought it would be.
Thank you to everyone who has kept this thread alive and all the comments on our facebook, myspaces, twitters, etc.
There is so much I left out of that story I wrote
http://www.allornothingtattoo.com/in...ub=StoryofCain
some parts of the story are actually pretty amazing, the people I called and spoke to before, like Tia, from Villa Lobos etc... the things that happened, the strain on my relationship with my wife, I just got down as much as I could write out, and I thank you all
for reading it.